Snow flurries danced atop the windshield as Kyle pulled his car into the parking lot at Heinz Field.
Ever the gentleman, he took off his coat and handed it to me. “I want to show you something,” he said, stepping out of the car. After he helped me out, I thought we would go through one of the formal entrances or the ticket turnstiles, but he walked me over to an exposed section of the chainlink fence. A bright yellow sign hung right above the breakage. Trespassers will be prosecuted to the full extent of the law!“I can’t risk getting expelled.” I shook my head. “What if we get caught?”
“We’ll worry about that if it happens.” He picked me up and lifted me over the fence. He climbed over next and clasped my hand, walking me through the endless rows of yellow seats and onto the field. Walking past the fifty yard line, he pointed over to a gray food truck. “One of my neighbors used to work for the Steelers,” he said. “He was the gourmet delivery guy for the rich people who could afford to buy the sideline seats.” I shivered, and he pulled me closer. “When I seven years old, I used to sneak into his car on Sundays because I knew he was coming here. I wanted to see how the professionals played up close.” He paused. “When he found out what I was doing, he paid me ten dollars to help him out in the back—as long as I could break down all the top plays for him at the end,” he said. “He was the first person who believed in me.” “Is this story on or off the record?” “On.” He kissed me. “I’ve never been good at anything else in my life, Court. Football is all I’ve ever had.” “You’re a good writer, Kyle,” I said. “I’m sure that you could have made good grades in English, if you wanted.” “Maybe if they mattered.” He smiled, but it didn’t stay long. “Most of the teachers in my hometown deemed me dumb as hell by the time I hit first grade. So, I didn’t bother caring for schoolwork after that.” “What about your parents? Didn’t they believe in you?” “At first, but now they only care about themselves.” He winced, looking like he always did whenever his family came up in our interview conversations—like he was about to shut everything down. “They’ve become extreme hoarders since my younger brother died,” he said. “It wasn’t so bad at first because they were still supportive, but they’re the main reason I clung to football fiercely—so I wouldn’t have to come home and climb through all their shit every day. But even when I started to do really well in high school, they made it very clear that we didn’t have shit, that I wasn’t shit, and that if I wanted what the other kids had, I’d have to find it for myself.” “I’m sorry, Kyle.” “Don’t be.” He pulled me closer. “It means less people to worry about when I’m drafted.” “If you’re drafted.” “I’ve always appreciated your sense of humor.” He pressed a kiss against my lips. “Did your parents believe in you?” “Yeah.” I nodded. “I mean, my dad always thought that I would become a professional writer, but he’ll never get to see if it ever comes true.” “What do you mean?” “He was murdered my freshman year, during the spring semester,” I said, feeling an ache in my chest. “Two weeks before finals. The police still haven’t figured out who did it.” He stopped walking and pressed his sleeve against my cheeks. “I can’t remember much of anything that happened before that moment,” I said. “All I remember is getting the phone call about him being gone from my mom…And the group project you stood me up for, of course.” “I’m sorry about your dad, Court.” “My mom is still in denial, so I’ve never told anyone else. I pretend like he’s still alive.” I looked into his eyes. “Please don’t tell anyone else.” “I would never.” He wiped my face until the tears stopped falling, and then he wrapped his arm around my waist and walked me down the field in silence again. “I really did have a crush on you freshman year,” he said softly. “And I understand now why you don’t remember it, but I definitely offered and gave you a real ride back then.” “You know, if football doesn’t work out for you, please promise me that you’ll write fiction.” “The first thing I’ll publish is a remake of Pretty Woman with a better plot.” I laughed. “Anything else you want to show me before I freeze out here?” “Yeah,” he said. “Let me show you one of the private beds in the locker room. I think it’s time for me to give you another distraction.”