“We’ll discuss it tomorrow.” Beth’s father spoke loud enough to make everyone jump. “We’re all overwrought, this news about the Americans—”
But Mrs. Finch rode over him, eyes filled with tears. “Why are you behaving like this, Bethan? Why? You haven’t been the same since that job.” “Why is this about my job?” Beth had to raise her own voice to be heard. “You threw my dog out! What kind of person would—” “—you didn’t have to take that job. They don’t need you!” “Yes, they do.” Beth threw her head back. “There isn’t anyone there who can do what I do.” “And what is it you do?” Mrs. Finch’s voice rose. “If it’s so important, tell me. Tell me right now.” Beth refused to get sidetracked down that path. “I won’t apologize for taking the job at BP.” Ever since she’d started working, all she’d done at home was apologize for it. No more. “Your job is here! You’re my little helper. What am I supposed to do without extra hands at home?” “I help you every minute I’m home. I’m happy to help. And you still threw my dog out in the damned street—” “You care more for a dog and a job than your own mother.” Mrs. Finch pressed a hand against her temple. “Your own mother, who isn’t well—” Mab’s voice sounded behind Beth, amused and contemptuous. “Here comes the headache.” “Right on schedule,” Osla agreed. “Don’t you talk back to me, you two tarts,” Mrs. Finch snapped. “Encouraging my Bethan to behave like a common—” “A common what?” Suddenly Beth’s words were pouring out. “Mother, I work for the war effort. I meet with friends to talk about books. I have the occasional glass of sherry. Why does any of that make me a tart?” Mrs. Finch poked her Bible at Beth. “‘Do not profane your daughter by making her a harlot—’” Beth swatted the book out of her hands to the floor. “I’m not doing anything wrong, and you bloody well know it. So why does it bother you?” “I didn’t give you permission to—” “I am twenty-five years old!” “It’s my house, you’ll obey my rules—” “BP pays me a salary of one hundred and fifty pounds a year, and I give it all to you! I’ve earned the right to—” Mrs. Finch seized Beth’s arm. For the first time, Beth put her hands to her mother’s shoulders and shoved her back. The skin inside her elbow stung, and she realized how unerringly her mother’s strong fingers always found that spot where the flesh was the most tender. She couldn’t remember the last time her arms hadn’t been bruised blue. “Please.” Beth’s father stood wringing his hands. “Can we all have a cup of tea and—” “Where were you when she put my dog out?” Beth rounded on him. The spark of rage had grown to a cloud, billowing up inside her throat, choking her. “Why didn’t you stop her? Or why didn’t you get out of your armchair and take him out yourself when I was working late, so he didn’t make a mess in the first place?” “Well—” Mr. Finch shifted, uncomfortable. “She said I shouldn’t—” “It’s your house, too!” Beth cried. “But you never tell her no. Do it, Dad. Tell her I can keep my dog. Tell her to stop badgering me. Tell her to stop.” Mrs. Finch folded her arms tight, a spot of color burning high in each cheek. “I want that dog gone, and that is final.” Silence. Boots whined beside Beth’s feet. She could feel Osla and Mab behind her like sentinels. Mr. Finch cleared his throat, opened his mouth. Shut it again. Mrs. Finch gave a sharp nod, eyes boring into Beth. “What do you have to say now, miss?” “If the dog goes, so do I,” Beth said, drawing a long breath. “And the next time you get a headache you can wring out your own washcloth, you Sunday school bully.” This time it was Mrs. Finch’s hand that whipped out. Beth stepped back, and the blow missed. Mr. Finch seized his wife’s arm before she could swing again. “Muriel—Beth—let’s sit down—” “No.” Beth turned away and fumbled her coat on, numb and shaking. “I’m going.” “So are we.” Mab brushed past Mrs. Finch, Osla marching straight after her. A moment later Beth heard their footsteps up the creaky stairs, heard the bedroom door open, heard the sound of traveling cases sliding out from under beds. Mrs. Finch turned a mottled red, lips pressing together in a tight line. Beth looked at her another long, dreadful moment, then turned away to fetch her handbag and a lead for Boots. She knew she should go upstairs and gather some things, but she couldn’t make herself retreat even one step further into the house. The dreadful stillness spread and spread. In no time at all, Mab and Osla clattered back downstairs, carrying not just their own traveling cases but Beth’s, exploding with hastily stuffed slips and blouses. “The road you are walking leads to hell,” Mrs. Finch said, white with fury. “At least you won’t be there,” said Beth. The three of them walked out of the house where Beth had lived all her life, Boots trotting at their heels, and shut the door behind them.